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From Leshante Lusane   -   September 21, 2019

Hi Daddy! I miss you so much! Even though I was only a little girl when you passed! I can still hear your voice like it was just yesterday... I love you and miss you dearly🖤

From Maria Lewis   -   September 8, 2019

Hi Mom and Dad, wanted to say hi to you. I love ❤️ and miss you so much. I’m married now, it’s a lot of hard work but I had to turn my life completely around. I strive every day to make you proud of me. Each day I instill in my children and grandkids the lessons and values you taught me. Thank you for everything you did for our family, the awesome foundation you laid for us. Until I write again, you will never be forgotten 🙏🏽

From Sharon L Loveless   -   November 1, 2018

November 1 , 2018
Eddie, I just wanted you to know that I found out you have been with me through my entire life. I was told this some years before. I was told by a friend that you were with me when I went to her home recently. She told me that you were always with me. It gave me comfort for her say that to me. I miss you so much. I have taken care of many children, helped them grow into adulthood. I only wish I could have raised you and seen how you would have turned out. I am not quite content right now. But, I am trying to work on me. Please always stay beside me. I love you.

From Alycia Hargett   -   October 16, 2018

Granddaddy, I miss you so much! I miss your laugh and your smile and just hearing you ask me to do little things for you. I know we aren't meant to stay here but I really wish you were still with us. You were such a strong, smart, hardworking man and I learned a lot from you. I'm so blessed that God gave me such a wonderful Grandfather. Thank you for protecting me and teaching me throughout my life. I have taken everything you have given me and applied it to my life. I love you and miss you so much. Keep watching over me. Love you to the moon and back!

From Alycia Hargett   -   October 16, 2018

Dad, I wish I would have had more time to spend with you but I know that God was ready for you. Thank you for watching over me and teaching me how to love. I remember dancing with you as a little girl and that is a memory I will cherish forever. You are forever in my heart.
I love you and miss you.

From Craig R. Jackson   -   September 22, 2018

Hello mommy. As you know I miss you and I still love you. I will continue to love people even if they don’t like me because you taught me that I have to be like Jesus. This world is not my forever home. After I do what God has for me I am looking forward to seeing you again.

From Janice Pitts   -   August 18, 2018

I am so sad that you had to go so soon. I miss you very much and even though you are not physically with me you are alive in my heart and thoughts and I cherish the moments you shared with us. You was given a special gift for playing the keyboard which you used it joyfully to worship and praise the Lord. Blessed is the name of the Lord for His goodness and mercy endures forever.

From Shirley Haredi   -   June 21, 2018

Dear mom we miss you so very much and cannot believe 19 years have passed since you were taken from us. But knowing that you are in Gods hands brings us comfort..You will always be in our hearts for ever. Love you so much.

From Ellen Parker   -   June 21, 2018

Hi mom happy anniversary in heaven. We all miss you so much. Its a lonely world without you and dad in it. But we have great memories to hold onto.

From Rosanna M.   -   May 9, 2018

Hey my little baby! Your mommy misses you so much. I haven't been able to visit you in so long since you're buried so far away and I had no say on where to bring you. I'm going to be able to visit you soon. I'm moving all the way across the country and will be so far away. That doesn't mean that I don't think of you. I've never stopped loving you as you were the greatest gift I've ever received. I can't believe you would have been seven years old if were still in physical form. This world didn't deserve such a sweet little boy. I am happy that you are no longer in pain and your spirit no longer has to feel any of that. I know you can't read any of this, I just wanted to say that I love you and miss you so much. Nobody will ever replace you.

From Ellen Parker   -   May 3, 2018

Dear Mom & Dad: Miss both of you everyday. Mom wishing you a Happy Mothers Day. Your great grandchildren Julia & Patrick are now 7 & 5 years old.
Keith's and Renee Birthdays will be on th 10th of May.
All of us are doing good although you both are missed so much.

From Sharon L Loveless   -   February 23, 2018

Happy birthday Eddie , my son. Today February 22, 2018 you would be 43 years old. You have been gone from my life for 40 years now. you are with me everyday of my life. No one can ever take your place, but I did have the pleasure of raising other children. They are grown now and have children of their own. I wish I could know you now to see how your adult life would have been. I love and miss you so much.


From ALONZO SMITH   -   February 16, 2018

Happy birthday nana SMITHNATION Barbara smith KILPATRICKNATion

From Alonzo Smith   -   February 16, 2018

I love and miss you soooo much nana!!! SMITHNATION

From Natalie Rolon   -   February 1, 2018

Happy Birthday Dad...missing you as you!

From Ellen Parker   -   December 26, 2017

Mom & Dad missing you and thinking of you everyday.

From Ana   -   December 12, 2017

My beloved Son Roberto. I miss you and love you with all my heart. I pray that you realize how important you are to me. Your name, Roberto Noel will always be spoken...I will make sure you are honored in every way possible. You are my King. Love Mom

From Kiara Pulido   -   October 23, 2017

It's been Seven days since you left us..... You have no idea the great memories you have left behind with everyone. We were filled with so much joy knowing that you had such a great impact in everyone's life. We love you and miss you dearly. Until we meet again my Angel <3

Love you Always,
Cousin Kiara

From Tasha Hynes   -   October 3, 2017

Dad I miss you still every single day I still look for my dad to talk to. I think back on the memory in my mind. You was alway there for me anything I need I know alway depend on my dad or any advice I love you and your family miss you too. Rest In Peace Dad

From janice pitts   -   August 12, 2017

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this iis notfrom yourselves, it is the gift of God-not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8_9 Thing of you today and every day. Rejoice in your salvation in Jesus Christ Love always MOM

From janice pitts   -   August 12, 2017

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this iis notfrom yourselves, it is the gift of God-not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8_9 Thing of you today and every day. Rejoice in your salvation in Jesus Christ Love always MOM

From janice pitts   -   August 12, 2017

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this iis notfrom yourselves, it is the gift of God-not by works, so that no one can boast. Ephesians 2:8_9 Thing of you today and every day. Rejoice in your salvation in Jesus Christ Love always MOM

From hope   -   August 1, 2017

Although my previous message is filled with grammatical errors, it is delivered with an abundance of love. So much going on in the world I want to talk to you about, I know we would have laughed, wish you was here to taste my oxtails and my homemade Chinese food, especially the eggrolls…lol wow, so many years but it still feels like yesterday…I love you, rest in peace, kiss grandma for me, I know will get the plate soon.

From hope   -   August 1, 2017


From Anthony Gooden   -   June 27, 2017

Thinking about you Nana and look forward to you seeing the blessing that going to come together for me soon 😘 love you and miss you dearly.

From Mom   -   May 23, 2017

Make a joyful noise unto the Lord for He is good and His mercy endures forever. Son you are always in
my thoughts. Sadly missed but not forgotten. Love always

From Anthony Gooden   -   May 14, 2017

Happy mother's day NaNa, I love you and miss you dearly it isn't a day that goes by that im not thinking about you. I know that your watching over us, continue to S.I.P. love your Grandson Anthony

From Lataya Oneal   -   May 1, 2017

Hey grandpa I was just thinking about you your birthday is soon and I missed you so much I'm gonna try to make it out there to see you soon and talk to you and let you know how my life have been although you should already know because I know your watching over me and the kids things are just not the same since you've been gone I love you and miss you everyday

From Bob   -   March 6, 2017


From hope   -   November 17, 2016


From Wendi   -   September 21, 2016

I think of you every second of the day and miss you so much. You will forever be in my heart, Eric Johnson

From Edith M Dukes   -   August 22, 2016

Days don't go by that i don't think of you, ur smile, is what i miss the most..guess hallmark has to find another way..i guess this it...i miss you sooooo you Nana

From Edith M Dukes   -   August 22, 2016

Days don't go by that i don't think of you, ur smile, is what i miss the most..guess hallmark has to find another way..i guess this it...i miss you sooooo you Nana

From Janice Pitts   -   August 19, 2016

Ephesians 2:8
Son I will always remember this special day in a special way and hold you in my heart forever. Love Mon

From Rennetta Sutton   -   June 20, 2016

My wonderful father, Jessie. I think of you each and every day. I carry your soul with me. Happy Father's Day Dad, June 2016. Miss you always. Rennetta

From Lisa   -   March 24, 2016

Happy Easter sweet mom..we miss you more than words can say .i know you will have an amazing Easter in heaven it's the best place to be on this beautiful holiday .. Thank you always ✝🌹🙏🏻🐥🐣🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰

From Lisa   -   March 23, 2016

Happy Easter sweet mom..we miss you more than words can say .i know you will have an amazing Easter in heaven it's the best place to be on this beautiful holiday .. Thank you always ✝🌹🙏🏻🐥🐣🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰

From Ebony Duncan   -   March 2, 2016

Daddy I miss you and Ive been feeling confused and alone since you've left...Please watch over me and bring me some type of peace and comfort over everything....I LOVE YOU and cant wait to see you again soon!!!!!!! Love your one and only daughter, Ebony

From Steve   -   February 14, 2016

Happy Valentine's Day Mom

From hope   -   January 18, 2016


From Teresa   -   December 7, 2015

Dear Mrs. Gotlieb, I am sorry that I missed your viewing/funeral. I had a doctor's appointment that coincided with the services, and I wasn't able to attend. I will miss you very much. You had been a part of my life for a number of years, and I am heart sick that you rill no longer be with us. But you rest in peace. We didn't always see eye-to-eye, but I am so happy that you were a part of my life. You were a good person. I know God has accepted you in his Kingdom. I hope to see you (among others) when my time comes. You rest now. Your suffering is over.

From Sharon Loveless   -   December 1, 2015

Dear Eddie, It has been awhile since I have written. You are always on mind and in my heart no matter what am doing. You would now be 40. I often wondered how you would look and what you would have grown to be. I dream of you sometimes, but you always remain the age of 3 and are far in the distance. I am far from you now but I will continue to send flowers. There is a reason why we separated while you were so young. I don't know the reason, but I accept it. You will always be with me. Love Mommy

From Maria Lewis   -   October 27, 2015

Hi Mom and Dad, miss you more than words can say.I Love you and I pray that you are resting well. I am trying to move forward and live according to the way you raised me by doing the things you instilled in me and tried to teach me. I am so grateful to God for the time He allowed us to be a part of each others lives. I hope that I instill the same values and sense of integrity that you taught me. Rest easy, you ran this race well and now reside in your rightful place of glory. I take solace in the fact that you will suffer no more and lack nothing. You touched the lives of so many that is an honor to be your daughter. Good night for now, everyone sends their love.

From Teresa Gates   -   October 10, 2015

Rest In peace Ms. Gotlieb.

From J. pitts   -   August 8, 2015

Thinking of you . Rest in peace. Love Mom

From hope   -   July 31, 2015

this day replays in my mind over and over as if it today....i wish i would have done things differently, been by your side, been the person you called that morning, held your hand, say i love you...i don't know which day is harder 7/31 or 8/1...i miss you so much...i never thought i would miss you this much but i do...i now what unconditional love is, and what god is love means, because i love God, i realized i loved you...i hope you know and forgive me for all of my anger, but that was a defense mechanism...i loved you all along, even through my the anger i in peace and love...kiss grandma for you

From Rennetta   -   June 18, 2015

Dadddy, It's your first Father's Day in your new home. I know you're resting well. And, I know you know that I am thinking of you and, missing you this day and every day. Love you!

From hope   -   May 4, 2015

miss you every day

From Falana   -   April 26, 2015

Two brothers became neighbors once again...Love you Daddy & Uncle Sonny...

From Sharon Loveless   -   March 18, 2015

Hi Eddie, Thinking about you today. I missed your birthday and did not write in the journal. You would be forty now. I wonder how life would be if you were here. Miss you so much.

From Natalie Rolon   -   January 28, 2015

Hi Dad, Just sending a little note a couple days before your birthday. I miss you incredibly watch over me and your grandsons. You probably laugh at them daily they are always bringing a smile to my face wish you were here to share in the moments although we know you are here in our hearts. Love you!

From Edna   -   December 19, 2014

Mami me haces mucha falta, FELIZ NAVIDAD!

From Shadale   -   December 11, 2014

Hi Grandma, Miss you so much. Not a minute of the day goes by that I don't think about you and missing your presence. As I am writing this note, I begin to cry. I love you dearly

From Rennetta   -   December 10, 2014

Keeping you with me every day in thought. Finding comfort reminiscing of our daily morning conversations.

From hope   -   December 8, 2014

....hug and kiss Grandma for me

From hope   -   December 8, 2014

words can not express how much i miss you, my life has forever changed, i never imagined i would miss you as much as i you always

From Josaine Jarvis   -   October 25, 2014

To tamika mcmillian I miss u my dearest mother I have hard times but everyday I keep my head up high dropped tears down eyes and just tell you I love you

From Sharon Loveless   -   October 22, 2014

Dear Little Eddie, It has been such a long time. I think of you everyday. You would be 41 this year. I often wonder what you would have been like. I think of you as being loving, thoughtful and family oriented. I believe God took you away because my calling was to raise children less fortunate. Thankfully I can say that I made a positive impact in their lives. I often try to visualize how you would look now, but no vison will come. I still see you as 3 years old. You are remembered and missed by many. You will forever remain in my heart. Mommy

From Janice Pitts   -   August 19, 2014

romans 3:23-26 Sadly missed but not forgotten. You will always live in my heart .

From Dania   -   August 8, 2014

I miss you so much grandpa. I need you right now im so sorry I haven't done anything to make you proud like I promised I know your watching and im gonna make it up to you. I feel so alone grandpa. You were my bestfriend. And im just so empty and hurt right now, that I needed to talk to you. I'll see you soon grandpa

From Steven Barr   -   July 27, 2014

Happy Birthday Mom
I miss you

From Robin Garrett   -   July 6, 2014

You were a wonderful dad and I truly miss you. Wish you were able to spend time with your grandson Ryan. I always share your jokes and humorous attitude you always shared with me. LOVE AND MISS YOU DADDY!!!

From Edna   -   May 11, 2014

Para mi querida madre Josefa. Hoy en el dia de las madres te tengo in mis pensamientos. Me haces muchas falta. Te quiero para siempre. Tu hija, Edna

From Tameka   -   February 5, 2014

Grandmother, I miss you dearly...trying so hard to be strong. With Love - Your granddaughter

From Eloise   -   January 30, 2014

To my son Johnathan missing you everyday you r being blessed love your mom

From Rose   -   January 25, 2014

Anita love you and thinking of you. Your sister Rosie

From Nakia Marshall-Johnson   -   January 18, 2014

Happy birthday Nana (Evelyn Murphy). You;re presence is so missed. Know that we love you and we miss you everyday! I pray that you are at peace! Party hard in heaven for your special day! ~Love Always Nakia

From Carrie Williams   -   November 29, 2013

Mother Happy 21st Anniversary on December 2, 2013, you are gone but never forgotten, love your daughter, and the family..

From mom   -   November 28, 2013

Romans 5:14-21 Missing you this Thanksgiving day and always. Love always, Mom

From Tinishia   -   November 25, 2013

Will Always Love, & Miss U 4ever & A Day!!!!

From Migdalia Berrios Lewis   -   November 21, 2013

41 years has gone have not been forgotten! Love you!

From Marie alexander   -   November 20, 2013

I miss you all, Mommy Daddy and Fay

From Elba Albayrak   -   November 13, 2013

Happy Birthday 2 years in heaven...I miss you so much, I have your memories deep in my mind and heart....

From Elba Albayrak   -   November 13, 2013

I love you mom Luz C. Sanchez-Garcia

From Sharon Loveless   -   November 10, 2013

Missing you so much.

From Lynn Patt   -   November 6, 2013

trying to locate my Dad Peter D Redyke

From sallie   -   October 31, 2013

Never knew I loved you so much. I pray you did

From Janice Pitts   -   October 23, 2013

Son,you left this world so fast, I would not allow myself
to cry. If i gave in to my sorrow I would surely have died.
God was always watching over you, and saw your struggle. By the blood of God's own Son are you covered.
Rest in Christ.

Love always,

From Mom   -   October 4, 2013

Love always

From belindadiaz   -   September 25, 2013

mita, te amo!!! nos volveremos a ver!!! mami, la gordi, llana, estan juntas, falta wal

From belindadiaz   -   September 25, 2013

floripe perez brignoni

From Shirley Harris   -   July 20, 2013

My prayers are for all of you.

From Carlissa Ortiz   -   July 18, 2013

Although your physical body is no longer with us, your spirit and memory will live on forever. Now when I think of you, I will look to the sky and smile, because I know that now you're an angel looking down on all of us. Luv you always. My family and I, would like to extend our heart felt condolences to my sisters and brothers. Wish we could be there with you now, but we are with you in spirit.
Love you're lil sis, Carlissa and familia

From Barbara   -   July 18, 2013

You were more then just a Mother-in-Law,
I not only had a Mom of my own at home, I was also blessed with your mothering throughout the most intricate part of my life, in that you taught me so much . My fondest memories stem from intimate moments shared under your instruction in the kitchen, until this day I'm complimented on foods I learned how to prepare and present from you. I thank you for allowing me so many fond moments, moreover being a grandmother to my children. I pray that you're at peace and now enjoying overlooking the beauty of what you've created, not to mention from the most ideal location. You'll be missed.
With sincere love,
Barbara (Bobbi, as you called me)

From Dr. Edward Summers   -   July 18, 2013

Aunt Queenie, May you rest in peace! Please tell my Grandmother, Lovely hello for her sweet boy as she always called me!

From Jamari   -   July 18, 2013


From pat   -   July 18, 2013

Mom, I know your with the king of all kings and lord or all lords. Mom I have learn so much from you, the wonderful memories of you and I shared. May God welcome you and keep his arms are the family. Love you Momma, I will miss you so much.

From Chelsea   -   July 17, 2013

Dear Grandma,

I'm so happy you're finally at peace. I know getting used to you not being around will be very difficult, but I know I can't be selfish anymore. Knowing you're finally with your family, your Mommy especially, makes me feel at ease since you missed her so much. I hope to make you very proud of me in the future, graduate and get a good education like you've always wanted me to. And even though our little family of 3's now a family of 2, I'll never forget you and all the great lessons you've taught me over the years. I'll be fine, just look out for Mommy.

Love, your chocolate baby.

From Sherell   -   July 17, 2013

My Dearest Grandma,
I thank you for setting such a great example as to what a woman should want to emulate. You indirectly as well as directly allowed me the lessons necessary in becoming a virtuous woman, those virtues I've seen in you, those within the priceless essence of your presence (Proverbs 31:10 - Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price [is] far above rubies), I'm still on my journey in reaching that plateau, however due to my beginnings and your guidance I'm certain to gain that through my course of life. I thank you for your love. You will always live within my heart and daily life ventures. Until we meet again I ask that you continue your protective guard, in that I know I have an angel looking over me. May God bless you my love.
Your Granddaughter,

From Calvin Bowman   -   July 17, 2013

Ms. Queen You were a wonderful person full of spirit. You left an impression on me. You were a great Mother, Grand Mother and Friend. God Bless you Ms. Queen. Rest in Peace. You will be missed but not forgotten.

You Boy Friend

From Paula Williams   -   July 17, 2013

Mom, Missing you dearly. You are finally at peace. I will always treasure my memories of you and all you have taught me. I will keep you near and dear to my heart, until we meet again. I love you.